Ramblings from the daughter of a King

Thursday, 19 November 2009

  • Psalm 61:1-4

      Hear my cry, O God;
             Attend to my prayer.
      From the end of the earth I will cry to You,
             When my heart is overwhelmed;
             Lead me to the rock that is higher than I.
             
      For You have been a shelter for me,
             A strong tower from the enemy.
      I will abide in Your tabernacle forever;
             I will trust in the shelter of Your wings.

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Monday, 16 November 2009

  • Bless the Lord, O My Soul

    I keep trying to find the right words to put here and I keep coming up short. Things happen we can't explain. We face trials... and I'm thankful I don't have to face it alone.
     
    I can't see the big picture. I don't know how this will all work out. But I know God will work it out. And through the trial I don't want to lose my joy. I want the world to see that I'm still thankful, still praising Him, and still joyful. That's what I want people to notice about me and remember, because after all - His love never fails. He has a plan in all of this. God sees the big picture.
     
    God's word is so comforting. It gives me peace. Over and over His promises pour from the pages, promises to always be with me, to be my refuge, promises of grace & mercy, and of joy in the morning.

    So I'm letting go once again, of these things that I think I need, knowing that God knows exactly what I need and don't need.

    And the words of Laura Story's song Bless the Lord fill me:
    You give and take away for my good
    For who am I to say what I need?
    For You alone see the hidden parts of me
    that need to be stripped away.

    And as You begin to refine
    I’m learning to let go and rely
    on One who walks with me
    As hard as it may be,
    You’re teaching me all the while to say:

    Bless the Lord, O my soul
    All that’s in me bless Your name
    Forget not Your power untold
    not Your glory or Your fame
    For You came to heal the broken
    to redeem and make me whole
    Bless the Lord, O my soul.

Monday, 02 November 2009

  • What Do You Have?

    One very memorable message in my life & walk with Christ was by DP in Spain, summer of 07. He shared about feeding the 5000. Jesus asked the disciples what they had... bread and fish. He asked them what they had, not what they didn't have. DP talked about using what God gives us. God doesn't ask us what we don't have or have the ability to do, He asks what we do have.

    At that moment I looked around, up until then I looked at the group I was traveling with and asked myself why I was there, why did God tell me to go? I had nothing to offer, I was quiet, I didn't know Spanish and I couldn't play the guitar or help out in worship. On a trip full of outreaches, I felt helpless. But God didn't call me to go to fill those spots, they'd already been filled. If 2 people were the exact same, 1 wouldn't be needed. He called me to step out of my comfort zone, to trust Him with the gifts He has given me. To love others, to pray, to encourage, and to be a witness.
     
    Last wednesday night the Pastor of my church was teaching out of 2 Kings 4:1-7, Elisha and the Widow's oil. She's in debt, her husband has died, and they're coming to take her sons to be slaves to pay off the debt. Elisha is called for and when he comes he says "Tell me, what do you have in the house" (v.2). God performed a miracle with what she had, a small jar of oil, multiplying it to sell and pay off the debt.
     
    Too many times I think about what I don't have and not what I do have. What do you have?
     
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Wednesday, 28 October 2009

  • meditate on these things

    Not everything I do at work is exciting... ok so most of the stuff I do isn't very exciting... Often I'll remind myself of something I learned in the Dominican 2 years ago - I do my job that others can do theirs better. Lord, continue to work in me a servants heart...

    Currently... I'm stuffing envelopes. It's an all-store mailing, meaning I am putting (in this case) 1 laminated paper into an intercompany envelope, closing it, and labeling it to a store (and don't worry, I have printed labels for each store). I have to send 1 to each store. So there's time for my mind to wander and think. And today, it's been going down all of these trails, these thoughts, these ponderings about the future and so many things that I'm unsure about.

    I quickly saw that these weren't the true, pure, noble, just things that we're told to meditate on in Philippians 4:8. And as I sit here, putting pages in envelopes and fastening the ties I have to readjust the focus of my mind and my heart.

    Instead of giving my mind room for more doubts, fears, and insecurities, I'll fill it with truth - God's word. I'll use this time to meditate on His words. After all: it is better to trust in the Lord than to put confidence in man. Psalm 118:8

    ...and immediately, His words comfort my heart.

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Monday, 26 October 2009

  • The Earth Trembled and Shook

    Earlier today I was thinking about the voice of God and what it must sound like. And I don't mean the still small voice, I mean the audible voice of God, and I don't think my human mind can fathom the sound.

    But this is what I've come up with. It's powerful, mighty, booming, yet quiet, gentle, and loving... all at the same time. Able to make you feel extremely loved and at peace, while at the same time fearful.

    I read this in Psalms yesterday:

    Psalm 77:16-18
     The waters saw You, O God;
             The waters saw You, they were afraid;
             The depths also trembled.
    The clouds poured out water;
             The skies sent out a sound;
             Your arrows also flashed about.
    The voice of Your thunder was in the whirlwind;
             The lightnings lit up the world;
             The earth trembled and shook.

    The waters were afraid, the thunder of His voice... the earth trembled. We serve a mighty & powerful God.

Thursday, 22 October 2009

  • Oh the depth of His love...

    Life has seemed a bit crazy over the last few weeks.
     
    I traveled to potsdam 2 weekends ago for a college student reunion at the Church. It was incredible, uplifting, encouraging, and just wonderful to catch up with people so close to my heart. The days were filled with great conversations. It was a quick saturday morning to sunday night, but completely worth it!

    This past weekend was a trip to Boston to visit my dear friend Becca, and I was so thankful for my awesome friend & traveling buddy Steph! We had a great weekend. I'm still trying to recall all of the places we went and things we saw!
     
    I'm being challenged.
     
    I'm being challenged to go deeper in my knowledge of God and it's amazing. I want to be quick to recall scripture and the things God has shown me and taught me. To be ready, in all situations.
     
    I'm being challenged to watch my words and to use them to speak life... always. To use discretion with the words I choose, and to whom I speak them to.
     
    I've been thinking about how this world is broken. We all have struggles, we suffer, we face hardships. Often we have no idea what others are going through as we sit and talk with them, and pour out our pain. I vividly remember sitting on my RA's couch freshman year, crying, talking of all the brokenness around me, in my life, and as he sat there, crying with me... he told me how much God loved me (2 years before I came to Christ), and how everyone has a story that will break your heart. He was in remission from leukemia.
     
    Maybe our words need to be seasoned more with love and grace. We can easily be quick to judge and have no idea what is going on, what issues they're dealing with.
     
    I've been thinking about sacrifice, saying no to what is good in order to say yes to what is right. People around me are loving me & challenging me to press on. I'm so blessed.
     
    This isn't even half of what is going on, but I'll stop for now. Where are you in life and with God, are you where you want to be, or more importantly, where God wants you to be?
     
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Wednesday, 07 October 2009

  • Someone Else's Prayer

    After service at my church on Wednesday nights, the Pastor encourages us to stick around and pray. It's great.


    Tonight, as I sat there, praying for my unsaved family... praying for their salvation, praying that God would use me and bring other Christians across their path to share Christ with them as well... it hit me. That stranger, that coworker, that person you have an opportunity to be a witness to, is someone's mother, sister, dad, brother...someone else could be praying the same prayer - that God would bring a Christian across their path, and you... are that Christian. I am that Christian...


    I've prayed this so many times but tonight... it was so clear. If we want God to use others... we have to let Him use us!


    So here's to letting God use me and you, to answer other people's prayers.
    Think about it.


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Tuesday, 29 September 2009

  • Rescuing Sunday

    A lot of my recent thoughts have been on the church, no doubt due to the book I read while on vacation - Stop Dating the Church. I received it after graduating college but had yet to crack it open since graduating 2 years ago!

     

    The book basically describes the Church Dater as the: me-centered, independent, critical, what's in it for me? attender. I know I've sometimes failed in this area often looking around thinking I'm not getting enough of something or another. I don't want to have that attitude.

     

    For some people I think church on Sunday has become a habit, like eating, or sleeping, you just go. This past Sunday I attended a different church with a friend of mine. The worship was different, the message was stirring and I really liked it. And after a passage I read in that book last night I started to see that recently maybe I've been attending my church... just because that's what I do. Not always even expecting to be challenged. wow.

     

    now what? Prayer, an attitude change, and continually seeking God for where He wants me to be, not where I want to be.

     

    Harris writes:

    "On far too many of those Sundays, I have...

    • woken up late,
    • walked into church groggy,
    • worshipped distractedly,
    • listened occasionally,
    • left early,
    • and remembered very little."

    Let's get rid of what doesn't work. Sunday should be the best day of the week, fully enjoyed, setting aside distractions of the week, full of life, and learning about God and His word. 
     
    Let's rescue Sunday.

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Wednesday, 23 September 2009

  • So how was your trip?

    ... a question I've been hearing all morning, yep, I'm home from Texas, got in last night!


    I asked a coworker this question after telling her how much fun I had on my trip to Texas, how nice it was and all the stuff we did. She had gone away for the weekend. She then begins to list every complaint, everything that didn't go quite right, every bump in the road, etc, and 5 minutes later still didn't say anything about what she was going for - her niece & nephews graduation parties. Not one pleasant thing to recall from a weekend away?

     

    It made me realize that I did not once mention to her my ipod freezing at 5:30am right before my 6am flight out of Rochester to start vacation and it not working until I got to Texas - 2 flights later, or the people I sat next to, or the delayed flight, or anything like that about my trip. I'm so thankful for a different perspective, for a God who blesses me through the less than pleasant things, and the grace He gives me when I need it.

     

    I'm so thankful: I choose to dwell on the blessings (and not just regarding this trip), I had the opportunity & the money to go, I made it there and back and had no major flight issues! I have so much to be thankful for. I am a blessed girl.


    More to come on the things I actually did on this trip! It was great!


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